2015

Hey you all! Long time again, but now I decided to gather everything about holidays and 2015 in one post, so here goes.CHRISTMASChristmas had the same pattern as each year - first we had dinner with Joonas's cousins and family and then we had dinner at my place with my family and our family friends. I love Christmas so much, it's one of these times during a year where I actually get to relax with 0 thoughts in my head, recieve and gve lovely presents and see everyone from Joonas's family and mine. I am a bit sad that some traditions can never happen again though. Christmas is also special lately because me and Joonas are definitely in the same town and country during that time and we get to lay in bed and eat and eat and eat haha! I am very thankful for everyone for their presents and lovely time! In the previous post you can see what new friends I got for Christmas to take into 2016 with me! NEW YEAR'S EVEOn 28th and 29th I watched J's indoor tournament for the whole two days (they won again yay!) and then we had to decide where we should stay uring New Year's Eve. Last minute we decided to head back to hometown from Tallinn and go to my friend's place where they had quite a few people and my two best girls. We had such a cool time there eating, drinking, playing games and when the clock stroke 00:00 we were watching the city's fireworks on top of the roof. I was so happy to kiss my best friend and the most big hearted guy on 00:00 for 3 years in a row now. Since I had lace-up heels on he carried me on and back from the slippery roof and held me tightly during fireworks and hugging others so I wouldn't slip haha! We headed out around 2am and then went home afterwards. 2015So 2015..I was considering taking one of those questionnaires off the internet to recall 2015 through those, might still even to it but now I decided to just briefly wrap it up here.So 2015 for me was a year of learning and big changes. From January on, it was the very first time I was living completely alone in a foreign country because J had left to Estonia to play football there and well university went on so I had no choice. At first it was really devastating since we had just had an amazing year living together in Sweden and now suddenly I was alone. I was lucky to be 100% familiar with everything in Sweden so it wasn't too hard but it took some time getting used to definitely. I noticed I was quite reliable on J until then, but now that I look back, I am grateful for this. I am really happy I get to experience the normal student life and live with housemates, because I previously thought I will never get to experience this when living in my own apartment with J. I learned so much about responsibility, managing stuff alone and myself. During the year I've had many housemates since the beautiful house is for 5 people, they were all great in their own funky way and I clicked the most with the last ones (some of them moved away now, some stayed). I made some amazing new friends that way. I really feel like I needed this big change to grow up more and find out how to spend time alone for a longer time if needed. I am truly sad to be in a long-distance relationship again of course, seeing each other in 2-3 months isn't fun and cake always but we've been there before and I'm glad to know that we match both in long-distance and while living together. I am thankful for everything and that everything turned out well eventhough it seemed like the end of the world at that time haha!2015 was also the year my blog began to have a wider audience. Until June my readers were mainly outside Estonia and my friends, but after the Blogging Awards the readers numbers boomed. My blog was also shown on TV3 news together with an interview they made with me and my blogger girls back home. I guess that helped a lot haha! So Summer was very busy with the blog and 2015 was definitely the year I started to be noticed a lot. I was so pleasently surprised that some girls knew my name before I could introduce myself, just because of the blog haha! I have to be so grateful for the people backing me up, helping me take photos, for my readers and the ones who have promoted me everywhere, you made 2015 a very very fun year for blogging! 2015 wasn't colourful in adnventures. I had my fair share of events, trips and stuff that happened, but I didn't get to travel. It's the footballer girlfriend thing..when you have time off school he doesn't have his vacation and when he has his vacation, I'm having crazy times at school. We really were planning to take a nice tropical trip somewhere but just couldn't match our times in any way. So a promise into 2016 will be to make a gap inside schoolwork and actually go on a holiday when J has a break from football. We need this soooo bad! What I liked about 'stuff to do in 2015' was watching the football games during Summer from a new stadium and meeting the new teammates and their girlfriends in the vip room. Football definitely makes me happy, I enjoy it to the fullest especially when J is on the field and good food is around haha! So in the end I wouldn't call 2015 the best year yet. I've had better, but it was an important year in my life. I've grown as a person the most during 2015 than any other year and I've had huge changes in life and in blogging and everything I love to do. I've made precious new friends and had sooo many enjoyable moments with everyone. I am greateful for all the friends, pets and people close to me that are all backing me up with each move I make. I've gotten a bucket full of motivation and my studies are going so smoothly, I have nothing to whine about at all! Okay I do..I have stressed tooo much about exams and everything else happening in life that I've been sick half of the year on and off. In 2016 I need to slow down and take life less seriously and be calm about everything because it always turns out fine. I am really tired of getting cold all the time, but I hope that's a past now. Can't wait what 2016 holds for me! I already know it's gonna be easier and so much more amazing and eventful! 2016Oh hi here it is already, and it's already 5th too. I have been too lazy during those first days of 2016 and because it's basically minus 20 outside. Yesterday had a photoshoot with my girl Kätriin again. This time not with a photographer but by ourselves but I still like the results (coming soon on blog). Now the first task this year is to complete my exams and after 12th I'm free to enjoy my last days of holidays to the fullest. And another task is to get rid of that annoying cough I've gotten lately. Enjoy your week and talk to you soon! <3