DU KAN GÅ FRÅGA OM MIG

For some, this text will be obsolete or also boring for that part. But this text and this picture is something that means a lot to me. This is my skin. I have lived with acne since childhood. I have hated myself and I have found myself the ugliest in the world. When I was 16 years old I was on the train heading home from school. A girl sits at the back of the train. Two guys come in and sit down and get a look at the girl. Make grimarser and pretend to vomit. When I check on the girl, she has acne in her face and is completely red in her face. I felt so sorry for her and thought "what the hell did they think about me then". But now that I am 23 years old, I sit and think about WHAT it is that makes me ugly and disgusting? I wish I could put the blame on myself because I have acne, but I can't because it is nothing I have chosen myself. I am so tired that I need to edit my pictures before I publish them because no idiot out there will be disgusted by my acne. I am so tired of having to adjust myself by NOT going out without makeup for no one to get sick. I am so tired that people complain about a pimple and say "oh what I hate this feeling so disgusting" in front of my face and waiting for my reaction. I'm so tired of having to be tired of people's opinions about acne. So many times I have felt that it is not worth living if I should look like this, but then I have realized that I'm beautiful. Don’t think this is something heat-up or that it is something that does not weigh on one, because it does. Alot. I hope that more people who have acne just like me feel free and beautiful now. I hope you dare to show your real self and never forget that we are all beautiful. And for the haters, IF you get disgusted with my acne, if you are disgusted with seeing my scars and my pimples, then I can tell that I am disgusted by your existence and that you can do yourself a favor and go out of my profile. While I have been measuring poorly due to burnout and depression, I have started to get to know myself and love who I am. Thank you God.