Hey hey😊
I decided to write briefly what has been going with us recently.I haven't been here for so long and that's because I tried a new blog on a different site but somehow it didn't work and I quite like devote style etc. so here I am.
So this week has been quite busy,I decided to lengthen walks with Frankie since he really enjoys long walks,especially in the evening.I went for 2 hours walk with him two times this week.We walked im the park,to the store.He was laughing most of the time actually :)
Yesterday we went for a walk with J and we stopped at the pizzeria.J ordered a beer and he bought me super delicious lemonade and then we waited for pizza.We waited almost an hour despite nobody was there and eventually I fot very nad and said to the waitress that we're going home and we want this pizza on a takeaway and a driver delivered it to our home one hour after we had arrived.So frustrated and hungry I was!Hahaha.But we ended this evening on the couch in front of tv.We watched Blue Valentine.This movie had such good reviews but honestly I think it is one the most boring films I've ever seen.
So to be honest I've been feeling depressed lately,sad,tired and afraid (of I don't know what?).Yesterday after the film I started crying and J hugged me and said lots of nice things and I felt so safe on his arms.But that was just a moment and even though he's an awesome person,he can't always comfort me.I guess sometimes he's just too tired and nervous.Obviously I don't blame him for that but at the same time I think he's the only one who can make me feel better.So I demand a lot from him.And now I'm sitting and I'm mad at myself because I'm not sure if I give him the happiness.
The worst thing is that we both want a baby now and I really don't want to be depressed during pregnancy.
Photos from the last days.Mainly my lovely son 💗
