The boy who play with your hair
The boy who notice when something’s wrong
The boy who you can talk with for hours
The boy who write a love letter
The boy who lend you their coat
The boy who call you ’my love’
The boy who are your lover and best friend
The boy who lift you up
The boy who make you feel like you’re the only girl in the world
The boy who cuddle you for no reason
The boy who are already staring when you look
I dont wanna hold you if you wanna go
And im not gonna make you feel love if you don't
I would rather learn what it feels like to burn then to feel nothing at all
I used to treat you sweetly I would pull you to my chest as you cried about the ocean slipping quickly through your hands
You were searching for one grain of sand along an endless beach
As I was building you a castle that you just refused to see
What do I say? What do I do?
To show all the ways my heart is slowly shattering for you
What do I say? What do I do?
I don't wanna hold you if you wanna go
and im not gonna make you feel love if you don't
I would rather learn what it feels like to burn then to feel nothing at all
You have faded my reality like leaves that turn to dust
fell asleep inside a fantasy and woke up feeling lost
now I'm terrified and restless but i just cannot escape
I wish you had words to cool this fever that is killing me
// $abbää
