Det är dagar som denna man önskar att man aldrig vaknade.
Vill vända mig om i sängen och somna om och vakna när allting är bättre.
Mår allmänt bajs.
Går och väntar på att nånting ska hända samtidigt som jag har ångest över att skolan snart börjar.
Tänker för mycket på pengar.
Behöver köpa ny mobil, behöver nytt smink, behöver nya grejer till rummet.
I dont wanna hold you if you wanna go
And im not gonna make you feel love if you don't
I would rather learn what it feels like to burn then to feel nothing at all
I used to treat you sweetly I would pull you to my chest as you cried about the ocean slipping quickly through your hands
You were searching for one grain of sand along an endless beach
As I was building you a castle that you just refused to see
What do I say? What do I do?
To show all the ways my heart is slowly shattering for you
What do I say? What do I do?
I don't wanna hold you if you wanna go
and im not gonna make you feel love if you don't
I would rather learn what it feels like to burn then to feel nothing at all
You have faded my reality like leaves that turn to dust
fell asleep inside a fantasy and woke up feeling lost
now I'm terrified and restless but i just cannot escape
I wish you had words to cool this fever that is killing me
// $abbää
