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Waking up, feeling the anxiety rise.What will my day be like today?Is anyone going to notice me? Is anyone going to see through the smile?Been thinking it way too many times. I want to say it but no words come out, they can't be shaped.I want to scream, I want to cry... I just want someone to stop and notice me.I want to pour my heart out, but its hard when I dont know what's wrong. I feel like crying, and don't know what's wrong, don't know what is causing it and I don't know how to shape the words to tell how I'm really feeling.