Lite för att förklara hur mitt mående har varit så postar jag här några dikter jag skrev för ca 11år sedan.Life Tears are filling my eyes.. Slowly falling towards the ground Turning into nothing when they hit the ground  Thoughts are filling my head.. Slowly drifting around.. Turning into nothing once again  My heart is beating Like the drums in a song Always going towards the end  Dreams are my life Slowly fading away Till the end When peace of mind finally comes Pretending In the light of the day i laugh In the light of the day i make sounds of joy  In the light of the day I pretend to be happy In the light of the day I´m witty and kind  In the light of the day They don’t think i´m alone In the light of the day I don’t think about death  In the dark of the night my tears fall down In the dark of the night the cries of pain comes  In the dark of the night the real me shows In the dark of the night I don’t have to pretend  In the dark of the night loneliness comes In the dark of the night I wanna dieMy Soul My soul is lost surrounded by darkness walking around in a maze there are no exits  My soul is afraid trapped in a room there are no doors hope is fading  My soul is screaming surrounded by people they ignore her Is there any hope left?  My soul has given up a life is lost the fight has ended and the pain is gone