I want to forgive you and forget you.

    The first time I saw you or met you I knew that I liked you. We both had been through a lot, but when I met you it was like all the negative things went away, it felt somehow like fate. Finally I was happy with you and I knew that things went too fast, but it didn't matter because I actually believed in us. I believed that it was real love; I thought you cared about me. Then you became a different person and not the one I fell in love with. You became a cold person, you turned yourself and kept everything to yourself and you began to blame it on the stress and bla, bla, bla... instead of acting like a man and tell the truth, you chose to behave like a little boy. I guess it's easier for you?! (How do you think I feel when you act like this).... Aren't you man enough to pull yourself together and behave like a man? What do you want? Tell me! It hurts because I really loved you (sadly, I still do). I'm not mad at you or anything at all but I'm just dissapointed. All I want for now is to forgive you... and forget you.