Idag, för tio år sedan

    "you know that feeling? when your're just waiting to get into your room, close the door, fall into bed. just let everything out that you keept in all day. that feeling of desperation. you're tired. tired of everything, tired of nothing. you just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. but none is going to be there. you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. but you are tired, tired of being strong. for once you just want it to be easy. to be simple. to be helped. to be saved. but you know you won't be. but you're still hoping still wishing. and you're staying strong and fighting with tears in yours eyes. you are fighting"    11september. det har det gått tio år sen de hemska hände. sitter ihop kurad med filtar och kuddar i soffan och kollar oth. har också dragit på mig en riktigt förkylning vilket suger tomteluva! ikväll drar jag och danstränar någon timme vilket jag kanske inte borde, men jag blir inte heller frisk av att ligga hemma och tycka synd om mig själv. den metoden funkar inte, jag har provat. haha. vi hörs senare finisar