2/11-2012: Att bli kär

To fall is the scariest thing To fall, out of control, full speed towards the cold, hard ground. To possibly die a sudden, brutal death. To fall is to lose control of everything. You may survive, if you fall into something soft and comforting. But that close-to-death experience changes you, whether you land well or not.  It's terrifying. Traumatizing. I guess falling into you could be worth it, but how do I know? I could either wake up in a bed of soft, warm love or find myself with my face flat against the cold, hard rock. Find my body crushed against the pavement, my mortal remains run over, smushed and spread out by passing cars and my soul scattered in the wind.    I want to take a leap of faith for you, but I am too afraid of heights.