Do you mind if I love you for real?

EVEN IF MY LIFE MAY BE UP-SIDE-DOWN AND DEPENDS ON ME- MY LIFE HITS ME WITH IT'S HAPPENINGS AND FEELS. WISH I WAS FREE IN MY SOUL, LIKE THE BIRD HIGH ABOVE. CANNOT LET YOU FLY AWAY, CANNOT LET YOU GO, I NEED YOU SOO, I HOLD ON TO YOU.