i want someone to hurt like the way i hurt

Sometimes when I lie I know you're on to meSometimes I don't mind how hateful that I can beSometimes I don't try to make you happyI don't know why I do the things I do to you butSometimes I don't wanna be betterSometimes I can't be put back togetherSometimes I find it hard to believethere's someone else who could be just as messed up as me